is bård ylvisåker even real
Is there really a Santa? Are unicorns real? Did Dobby really die as a free elf, or was that just a plot to trick us into believing he got a happy ending? - stupid question. Fairy’s aren’t real - neither is this Bård Ylvisåker- creature everyone is talking about.
"Eu tenho tanta alegria adiada, abafada."
adult: “do u know what college you want to go to yet?”
me: [sweats nervously] MONSTERS UNIVERSITY
"It is terrifying to think that one day you will trust somebody enough to let them see you naked. You will undress and remind them that you’ve stretch marks and birth marks and scars from having chicken pox when you were little and scars from all of the other things now. You will blush thousands of shades of red, painting yourself as a rose losing its petals. And that person - that person will take it all in. And I wonder if they will reassure you. But mostly, I wonder if they will even see anything worth reassuring you about. I hope they see each freckle on your back as if it’s a star and you are the whole universe to them."
eventually you start to realise that what you’ve lost, you have lost, what’s gone, is gone, the past is the past and you are holding onto something that doesn’t exist anymore, just let it go